Sometimes I feel more like an object than a person. Put me on a pedestal, tape my mouth shut. I'm wasting words on the deaf and ideas on the dumb. I wish I could project all of my ideas onto a screen to show you how I feel when I can't get the right imagery out in syllables and letters. You haven't a clue what's bubbling up under the surface.
June 30th 11:36PM
It's difficult to be realistic when I think about holding hands with you in the middle of this golden summer. Some days I forget that this is my life and not just another blurry nighttime dream.
July 1st 9:48AM
And here's what hurts the most: whenever I need you you're the one that's the farthest away with the least to say.
July 7th 2:13AM
I could get lost for a century or two in the frequency of your voice. It's something I don't hear enough.
July 12th 3:27AM
It's all very simple, and all too complex. The simpler I try to make it, the more confused I get. I've been told that's just the way of things.
July 12th 4:18AM
Sometimes I forget who I am. Most days I wonder if this is who I'm meant to be.
July 13th 12:40PM
Am I the only one who stays up late at night just contemplating our existence?
July 18th 1:28AM
Please love me.
July 28th 11:07PM
Some days I can't even dress myself.
July 28th 11:30PM
I had a million plans for tomorrow, but tomorrow never came.
July 29th 1:14AM
Looking out the window, it's all so wonderful and awful, beautiful and sad. Tip toeing out the door, could you free me?
July 29th 10:45AM
I really like the way your smile breaks into a laugh. The things you say, sometimes, they catch me so off guard. Your mouth is so beautiful. If you were here right now, I'd kiss you all day long. And if I could paint, I'd only paint you forever. I'd fill a million canvases, but none of them could ever capture your grace. You know I'd leave with you. We could go anywhere, today. Only tell me when, and I'll pack up all my bags.