Gone
I'd never seen fear to this extent;
Faces contorted into haunting expressions topped off with hate filled eyes,
Lips that thirst for blood, my blood, curled back over your sharp, clenched teeth,
Waiting for my death, move in for the kill, waiting for me to die.
All the blood drains from my face as my eyes catch sight of your hands.
Gripping tightly, blades, guns, and stakes.
Is this how you choose to reprimand
My mistakes?
I swear I was just trying to protect them, to keep them safe.
I can't tell you all the details.
It's a tough descision but it's already been made.
And in the end you'll all think that I have failed.
But my pride is not my concern.
And yes, I know I'm being stubborn.
But there's more to it
You just can't see through me, can't see through it.
As hard as you try,
This willpower will never die.
Because you can never know
Why I made this decision.
I had to let them go.
But I was careful, used precision
To plan their escape.
So that they could get away.
I see you, in awe, mouths wide, agape
As I bow down, give up, this is my judgement day.
And although you don't have all the facts,
It's all just things I can't tell you,
So I relax,
Wait for the pain, go on make your move.
But make it quick please,
My eyes are closed.
Fall to my knees
Everyone froze.
And for a second I thought you might let me live.
Is it possible for a person to forgive
Someone of something that's not their fault?
Then it hit me, you hit me, and the world started to spin
As I hit the asphalt
And slowly I entered in
The dark, cold, death, despair.
And I kind of liked it there
Because the pain was gone,
You were gone
And I knew they were forever safe
Now that I was gone
I couldn't make anymore mistakes.
Your last chance at finding them was gone,
Died at dawn.
I was your one and only hope.
Once you realize that, just try to cope.
It was probably time I play the victum, the prey
Thank God you threw your last resort away,
With that last punch, that last blow.
Thank you, thank you for letting me go.
Faces contorted into haunting expressions topped off with hate filled eyes,
Lips that thirst for blood, my blood, curled back over your sharp, clenched teeth,
Waiting for my death, move in for the kill, waiting for me to die.
All the blood drains from my face as my eyes catch sight of your hands.
Gripping tightly, blades, guns, and stakes.
Is this how you choose to reprimand
My mistakes?
I swear I was just trying to protect them, to keep them safe.
I can't tell you all the details.
It's a tough descision but it's already been made.
And in the end you'll all think that I have failed.
But my pride is not my concern.
And yes, I know I'm being stubborn.
But there's more to it
You just can't see through me, can't see through it.
As hard as you try,
This willpower will never die.
Because you can never know
Why I made this decision.
I had to let them go.
But I was careful, used precision
To plan their escape.
So that they could get away.
I see you, in awe, mouths wide, agape
As I bow down, give up, this is my judgement day.
And although you don't have all the facts,
It's all just things I can't tell you,
So I relax,
Wait for the pain, go on make your move.
But make it quick please,
My eyes are closed.
Fall to my knees
Everyone froze.
And for a second I thought you might let me live.
Is it possible for a person to forgive
Someone of something that's not their fault?
Then it hit me, you hit me, and the world started to spin
As I hit the asphalt
And slowly I entered in
The dark, cold, death, despair.
And I kind of liked it there
Because the pain was gone,
You were gone
And I knew they were forever safe
Now that I was gone
I couldn't make anymore mistakes.
Your last chance at finding them was gone,
Died at dawn.
I was your one and only hope.
Once you realize that, just try to cope.
It was probably time I play the victum, the prey
Thank God you threw your last resort away,
With that last punch, that last blow.
Thank you, thank you for letting me go.