October 15, 2013 10:22PM
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only person on this whole goddamn planet that actually wants to live.
October 10, 2013 1:07AM
You have broken my heart in every single way. You will always be the greatest person I have ever known.
October 9, 2013 4:06PM
I'm just punching at shadows
October 8, 2013 3:02PM
The truth is I'm not doing so well at being alive.
October 1, 2013 9:17PM
I don't know where I'm going, but I'm feeling fine.
August 29, 2013 9:02PM
Like how we always write about our fears in the dark.
August 29, 2013 9:01PM
You're fraying at the ends.
August 29, 2013 9:01PM
You are all of the things I hate about myself.
August 29, 2013 9:00PM
I don't want to be strangers anymore, but baby I'm so strange.
August 29, 2013 8:14PM
Sometimes the worst people in the world can be more inspiring than the best.
August 29, 2013 5:35AM
Don't you ever apologize for a feeling.
August 20, 2013 1:19AM
Is there someone on the other line? I can barely hear you breathing. What am I supposed to do when talking to you -- talking at you -- just makes me feel more alone?
August 20, 2013 1:19AM
Most days I just want to curl up inside your head and make myself at home.
August 4, 2013 12:35AM
I have a warrior heart.
There are waves crashing inside of my head. My eyes grow
tired, but behind closed lids lie pictures of things so beautiful, my heart
aches and breaks because I cannot paint you my dreams, because I cannot make you see. I would give anything to have the power to take your breath away. I want to be the trigger for that gushing sound of breath sucked in, that sharp pang when your heart stops, that illuminating smile, that head rush you get when something so flawlessly honest and beautiful comes into contact with your soul that for a moment your chest feels like it's
about to burst. I want to make art. I want to make change. I want to make you feel alive. And when I die I want to come back as a sunrise. I want to come back
as a song. I want to come back as a smile, as hope.
I have stared death in the face
And I did not cry,
Did not flinch,
Did not blink
Or even move.
I have failed at
More things than
I can count
And stood resilient,
Ready to try again.
I have been laughed at
But those jeering at me
Were left unsatisfied
By the lack of emotion
Depicted on my face.
So why is it then
That a simple poem,
A few lines,
A couple of clever words
Can leave me
Sick to my stomach,
Throwing up butterflies,
Shaking in my skin,
Smiling like my
Soul has been set on fire,
Like I'll never
I've decided to not only try one of those 30 Day Photo Challenges that were popular awhile ago, but create one for myself in hopes that I'll actually stick with it. Feel free to join me and comment below with a link to your own 30 Day Challenge pictures. I would love to see them! In the meantime, enjoy the photos.
My all time favorite word and hopefully my first tattoo should I ever actually get inked.
January 23 1:26pm
There are days that I relish in the ugly truth, that I find joy in the blunt honesty, in the rudeness of it all and how raw and real and exposed life makes us.
January 24 6:28pm
What a horrible thing it is to feel like you've broken something that you were only trying to make so much better.
January 27 9:20pm
The way other girls look at you makes me feel invisible. Even though you tell me all the time you're mine, I forever feel like I'm competing for a place inside your heart.
January 29 1:14pm
I've never loved a man that wasn't a liar. I've never loved a man that I didn't believe in.
February 4 12:47pm
You never really fall completely out of love with someone. People are like songs. Your favorite ones will be the ones you always remember all of the words too. You'll sing along years later without even realizing it. They give you a sense of nostalgia. And there are also songs that you've grown out of and songs that you became bored with.There's songs that were overplayed and songs that annoyed you, but you still remember them. All it takes is the first few notes and suddenly all the words and all the feelings come flooding back.
February 8 10:31am
It was earlier today when I was waiting outside the bathroom that I realized our friendship has gone to shit and the only reason I keep you around is for the memories that used to be so great.
Monday November 19 2012 4:20PM
What if all the stars were really souls wandering the night sky?
Monday November 19 2012 4:22PM
Locked inside libraries for the past 20 years, I've lived so many lives but the one that always fails to catch my attention is my own.
Tuesday November 20 2012 8:31PM
I want to scream at the top of my lungs "please love me!" Love me because we're never going to be this young again and if I die tomorrow I would want to know that I spent my last days with the man that is also my best friend.
Wednesday November 21 2012 1:33AM
I spend all night making lists of things I'll never do.