Beautiful And Deadly
Today the sun came out and shone through my window
So I closed the blinds and cried alone feeling hollow
I didn't want to remember
Last september
The look in your eyes
As we watched the sun rise
But how could I forget
All the moments that we spent
With my head against your chest
Your hands wiping the tears from my eyes
And me not having to fake a smile
You were the greatest person I ever met
The easiest to be around
And I never would have guessed
You'd let me fall back down
Every time I close my eyes
I think of you
And all the little things
We used to do
The tears run down my cheeks
And my knees go weak
They say that you're not worth my tears
How would they know?
I tell them but they refuse to hear
You were the worst thing for me
So beautiful and deadly
And no one has a clue
That I wouldn't be alive if it weren't for you
I was a mess but then you came around
Picked me up and carried me off the ground
Why can't they see?
I still want you to come back to me
I still love you
I miss your voice
I miss your smile
I still need your advice
And a hug every once in awhile
You always knew what to say
Told me we'd make it day by day
When you held me in your arms
Protecting me from all harm
I felt like there was where I was supposed to be
Why isn't there room for me?
Anymore
You were the worst thing for me
So beautiful and deadly
And no one has a clue
That I wouldn't be alive if it weren't for you
I was a mess but then you came around
Picked me up and carried me off the ground
Why can't they see?
I still want you to come back to me
Never forget me
Don't act you regret me
At one point in time
I was exactly what you wanted
You wanted to be mine
You took me as I was, a mess
And out of all my friends you were my best
You never tried to change me
Manipulate or rearrange me
You made me laugh
When no one else could make me smile
And I thought I did the same for you
Every once in awhile
You used to call just to hear my voice
And I don't think I ever had a choice
I couldn't not love you
I can't not love you
Every time I close my eyes
I think of you
And all the little things
We used to do
The tears run down my cheeks
And my knees go weak
They say that you're not worth my tears
How would they know?
I tell them but they refuse to hear
You were the worst thing for me
So beautiful and deadly
But I wouldn't trade you for anything.
So I closed the blinds and cried alone feeling hollow
I didn't want to remember
Last september
The look in your eyes
As we watched the sun rise
But how could I forget
All the moments that we spent
With my head against your chest
Your hands wiping the tears from my eyes
And me not having to fake a smile
You were the greatest person I ever met
The easiest to be around
And I never would have guessed
You'd let me fall back down
Every time I close my eyes
I think of you
And all the little things
We used to do
The tears run down my cheeks
And my knees go weak
They say that you're not worth my tears
How would they know?
I tell them but they refuse to hear
You were the worst thing for me
So beautiful and deadly
And no one has a clue
That I wouldn't be alive if it weren't for you
I was a mess but then you came around
Picked me up and carried me off the ground
Why can't they see?
I still want you to come back to me
I still love you
I miss your voice
I miss your smile
I still need your advice
And a hug every once in awhile
You always knew what to say
Told me we'd make it day by day
When you held me in your arms
Protecting me from all harm
I felt like there was where I was supposed to be
Why isn't there room for me?
Anymore
You were the worst thing for me
So beautiful and deadly
And no one has a clue
That I wouldn't be alive if it weren't for you
I was a mess but then you came around
Picked me up and carried me off the ground
Why can't they see?
I still want you to come back to me
Never forget me
Don't act you regret me
At one point in time
I was exactly what you wanted
You wanted to be mine
You took me as I was, a mess
And out of all my friends you were my best
You never tried to change me
Manipulate or rearrange me
You made me laugh
When no one else could make me smile
And I thought I did the same for you
Every once in awhile
You used to call just to hear my voice
And I don't think I ever had a choice
I couldn't not love you
I can't not love you
Every time I close my eyes
I think of you
And all the little things
We used to do
The tears run down my cheeks
And my knees go weak
They say that you're not worth my tears
How would they know?
I tell them but they refuse to hear
You were the worst thing for me
So beautiful and deadly
But I wouldn't trade you for anything.