The Biggest Mistake
So what if I'm confused?
Lost,
Broken,
Empty...
Why do you care?
Why do you care when I'm hurting you?
Why are you trying to help me,
When I've never once been able to help you?
Why do you insist on loving me,
When that's the last thing I deserve to have you do?
I wish you would yell,
And scream,
And be mad...
I feel so guilty when you say you understand.
I wish you'd tell me I disgust you,
That you never want to see me again.
It would make choosing so much easier...
Then maybe I wouldn't feel like I'm making the biggest mistake of my life,
In leaving you.
Lost,
Broken,
Empty...
Why do you care?
Why do you care when I'm hurting you?
Why are you trying to help me,
When I've never once been able to help you?
Why do you insist on loving me,
When that's the last thing I deserve to have you do?
I wish you would yell,
And scream,
And be mad...
I feel so guilty when you say you understand.
I wish you'd tell me I disgust you,
That you never want to see me again.
It would make choosing so much easier...
Then maybe I wouldn't feel like I'm making the biggest mistake of my life,
In leaving you.