Signing Off: Hate And Disgust, But Never Jealousy
Now I'm looking at you through someone else's eyes
Past the outside past your disguise
And I finally realize
There's so much I want to say
But I can't find the words
So much I wish I could do
All to get back at you
Maybe I just don't have the courage
And I want to move past this
Stop looking back and
Let time take care of it all
There's always a rise and a fall
I don't want to think about it
It hurts
No one knows
No one sees
Or maybe they just don't want to believe
The damage you could bring
Maybe it's my fault
I never said a thing
Tried to keep to myself
It was my battle so why bother anyone else?
There's so much I want to say
But I can't find the words
So much I wish I could do
All to get back at you
Maybe I just don't have the courage
And I want to move past this
Stop looking back and
Let time take care of it all
There's always a rise and a fall
I don't want to think about it
It hurts
Bleed me dry
Every last friend and every alibi
I'd rather not leave my bed
I don't want to know what you've said
The newest rumor
You're latest lie
Tell me that I've changed
I'm simply not the same
Like that gives you the right
To pick this fight
Make us enemies 'til the end
Because we were never really friends
There's so much I wanted to say
Now I found the words
They're written on this sheet of paper
Telling you I used to hurt
There's so much I always wished I could do
Instead I wrote this song to get back at you
I hope it takes you forever to
Up and find the courage
To get past this
Let time heal the fact that
Through everything you used to do
You helped me to be strong
Gave me some drive
Made me stand up
For once in my life
Taught me to be numb
When the words cut in deep
I know you're why I'm where I am today
Part of my current state
But don't get me wrong
As much as I thank you
I still hope you hurt.
Past the outside past your disguise
And I finally realize
There's so much I want to say
But I can't find the words
So much I wish I could do
All to get back at you
Maybe I just don't have the courage
And I want to move past this
Stop looking back and
Let time take care of it all
There's always a rise and a fall
I don't want to think about it
It hurts
No one knows
No one sees
Or maybe they just don't want to believe
The damage you could bring
Maybe it's my fault
I never said a thing
Tried to keep to myself
It was my battle so why bother anyone else?
There's so much I want to say
But I can't find the words
So much I wish I could do
All to get back at you
Maybe I just don't have the courage
And I want to move past this
Stop looking back and
Let time take care of it all
There's always a rise and a fall
I don't want to think about it
It hurts
Bleed me dry
Every last friend and every alibi
I'd rather not leave my bed
I don't want to know what you've said
The newest rumor
You're latest lie
Tell me that I've changed
I'm simply not the same
Like that gives you the right
To pick this fight
Make us enemies 'til the end
Because we were never really friends
There's so much I wanted to say
Now I found the words
They're written on this sheet of paper
Telling you I used to hurt
There's so much I always wished I could do
Instead I wrote this song to get back at you
I hope it takes you forever to
Up and find the courage
To get past this
Let time heal the fact that
Through everything you used to do
You helped me to be strong
Gave me some drive
Made me stand up
For once in my life
Taught me to be numb
When the words cut in deep
I know you're why I'm where I am today
Part of my current state
But don't get me wrong
As much as I thank you
I still hope you hurt.