You're A Liar But I Love You
You told me I shouldn't be afraid.
Your voice rings loudly in my ears and in my head.
Take a deep breath.
I'm stalling, wishing I was dead
Must I face the questions alone?
Why can't you be here right now?
It appears you've disconnected your phone...
Was I really bothering you that much?
I know you left me,
But I never left you.
I'm sorry, I didn't realize how much you wanted me to.
It's okay, I'll just disapear again.
I'm good at that,
Or used to be,
And yet all these problems keep finding me.
I tried to drown them out,
But they keep resurfacing
I tried to hide
But they never stop searching...
Unlike you.
You really meant it when you said goodbye.
I guess it doesn't matter how much I cry
You don't care.
Did you ever?
Wait, don't answer that.
Let me pretend you did, at one point at least.
That way I won't feel like such a fool...
Even though that's what I am.
Time to face the music.
They'll never give up.
I open the door,
Bracing myself for the ambush,
But everyone is gone
And you're there.
All I feel is your embrace,
Your warm embrace,
And your breath on my skin,
Telling me you're sorry,
Promising me it'll never happen again.
And I know it will.
You're such a liar,
But I won't call you on it.
Not now, not yet.
Because this feels good...
I missed you.
Your voice rings loudly in my ears and in my head.
Take a deep breath.
I'm stalling, wishing I was dead
Must I face the questions alone?
Why can't you be here right now?
It appears you've disconnected your phone...
Was I really bothering you that much?
I know you left me,
But I never left you.
I'm sorry, I didn't realize how much you wanted me to.
It's okay, I'll just disapear again.
I'm good at that,
Or used to be,
And yet all these problems keep finding me.
I tried to drown them out,
But they keep resurfacing
I tried to hide
But they never stop searching...
Unlike you.
You really meant it when you said goodbye.
I guess it doesn't matter how much I cry
You don't care.
Did you ever?
Wait, don't answer that.
Let me pretend you did, at one point at least.
That way I won't feel like such a fool...
Even though that's what I am.
Time to face the music.
They'll never give up.
I open the door,
Bracing myself for the ambush,
But everyone is gone
And you're there.
All I feel is your embrace,
Your warm embrace,
And your breath on my skin,
Telling me you're sorry,
Promising me it'll never happen again.
And I know it will.
You're such a liar,
But I won't call you on it.
Not now, not yet.
Because this feels good...
I missed you.