Almost
I almost forgot about you.
Almost.
I almost forgot staying up all night long,
Just waiting for you to come online.
Almost.
I almost got over you.
I almost didn't feel the butterflies anymore.
I almost let go of you.
I almost thought I'd won the war.
I almost that I was certain.
I almost thought that I was happy.
I almost drew the curtains,
And I almost let him have me.
I almost told you how I loved you too.
I almost revealed a part of me still loves you.
I almost didn't care... but how could I not care?
After all you were never, ever truly there.
He whispered how much he loved me.
I almost didn't respond.
But I did,
And I repeated what I'd been saying all along.
I told him that I loved him.
I said I'd always love him.
And although I meant it all,
The silent tear I cried was for you, my doll.
How close we were...
Almost.
Almost.
I almost forgot staying up all night long,
Just waiting for you to come online.
Almost.
I almost got over you.
I almost didn't feel the butterflies anymore.
I almost let go of you.
I almost thought I'd won the war.
I almost that I was certain.
I almost thought that I was happy.
I almost drew the curtains,
And I almost let him have me.
I almost told you how I loved you too.
I almost revealed a part of me still loves you.
I almost didn't care... but how could I not care?
After all you were never, ever truly there.
He whispered how much he loved me.
I almost didn't respond.
But I did,
And I repeated what I'd been saying all along.
I told him that I loved him.
I said I'd always love him.
And although I meant it all,
The silent tear I cried was for you, my doll.
How close we were...
Almost.