There are days that I relish in the ugly truth, that I find joy in the blunt honesty, in the rudeness of it all and how raw and real and exposed life makes us.
January 24 6:28pm
What a horrible thing it is to feel like you've broken something that you were only trying to make so much better.
January 27 9:20pm
The way other girls look at you makes me feel invisible. Even though you tell me all the time you're mine, I forever feel like I'm competing for a place inside your heart.
January 29 1:14pm
I've never loved a man that wasn't a liar. I've never loved a man that I didn't believe in.
February 4 12:47pm
You never really fall completely out of love with someone. People are like songs. Your favorite ones will be the ones you always remember all of the words too. You'll sing along years later without even realizing it. They give you a sense of nostalgia. And there are also songs that you've grown out of and songs that you became bored with.There's songs that were overplayed and songs that annoyed you, but you still remember them. All it takes is the first few notes and suddenly all the words and all the feelings come flooding back.
February 8 10:31am
It was earlier today when I was waiting outside the bathroom that I realized our friendship has gone to shit and the only reason I keep you around is for the memories that used to be so great.